Fu**, this sh*t never gets better, does it?

I've had a girlfriend for a few months now.
Not Abby, someone else because Abby caused issues.
This one, Olivia, just hurt me.
After being close for a while, we started talking even more, then I just got a text.
She doesn't like me anymore, she won't text me, and she told me to delete her number.
I didn't do anything, I was there for her.. I did everything for her.
And now she hates me for reasons that I don't know.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Her and I have been through a lot together, and she's left me.
I hate my life, I wish I was dead.
We were close. Like ray and I, but Olivia and I were close too.
:/ Things never work out..